hour_of_the_fox

idk if yall know the song "youth of the nation" but I'm working on a song inspired by it called "what they don't know" it's about my last couple years, which have been the worst, I thought of the first verse listening to that song, and the message which is "what's wrong with our youth" anyway here's the 1st verse from my song.

"they thought I was happy, that under the surface looks like the surface, they don't know about my past, full of fights, full of stuff i'd learn to regret, they won't know because it's hidden, and no we go a bit deeper sh- my family dunno, living wanting to die, but I'm to cowardly to do it, everyone I'm close to is broke like me, not happy like me, they don't give a - like me, but they still don't know stuff, I hide it behind my layers, it festers in my head still I bust, and I do something I'll regret, if only they knew, if only they knew.

I actually wrote that just now (no planning, I'm better at writing songs from scratch than from time) 

if i'm offline I have a reason, I'm not ignoring you, I'm a senior in HS and sometimes  I have to actually do work in class...

name: uair or quinn

gender: genderfluid

sexuality: bi

status:  single on here taken irl and I'm probably going to get loved by someone irl who loves me, and has since freshman year but doesn't think their worthy of love... why do I specialize in "broken?" probably bc that's the only time that wants me... and tbh if a not broken person  says that they love me i'd probably not believe them... and  the ones who aren't "broken" have other problems usually depression (depression is better when both of you have it ig...)

personal quote: (yes I made this one) "There's no such thing as normal, we're unique not damn clones so quit trying to stuff me in a box called normal."  I used this quote in my song "normal" 

Age: 18

state where I live: why ya wanna know? sachse, texas

(now time for my original stuff)

mental status: depressed, and wondering why, feeling like my love life (crappy) at least I'm not stuck in that relationship that I just ended irl... that lasted 1 1/2 years... and that was such a waste...  I'm sad af, I need my gf, like rn.

I'm not perfect (shocker I know) I have enemies on here as well as IRL, I've gotten death threats, tbh they won't do nothing, and if they do then go right ahead, who says I wanna live anyway? pls kill me alr

(I'm starting over my bio as it was a mess... thx to @whitefox223 for their bio being my inspiration for mine.)